Thursday, June 05, 2014

Feeling of getting graduate

I seldom update on my blog since uni life and so fast it comes to an end.
It's been one week plus after my prom night. Since then we are done with our undergraduate life except those have exams like me. Seriously, I don't have any plans right after my exam which falls on 9 june, my plan just right until there.

After few days later of prom, I get to know that some of my course mates get job offered. I was really wow! They are so fast and i'm still doing nothing here but watching dramas. But i really hope the very best for them.
Back to the old days, we always have an option-to continue studies when we are getting shaking in our dream or don't know what to choose.

And always have a target , like after standard 6, i am hoping to get into pcghs, and i success to get it.
After studied form 5, I was refused to study form 6 and choosing to study in college. But that time i was hesitated because I want to learn so many things like culinary arts, design, tourism, engineering, communication and so on. And also I scare i am regretting of enrol in a business school.
End up I studied form 6 as I want to have more times to think what i really want. Back then, I was neglecting my studies purposely during form 6 because i really hate to study form 6. But guess what, form 6 turn out to become the best life i had during high school times. You will never know what is the best thing, maybe it is the thing you hate the most, but when you worked on it, it might turn well! Life is full of surprises.

And I have make up my mind to study communication and I know that is my choice and I would not regret.
And thanks god I make it to the one of the best university and also get my first choice.

Now three years passed, I am going to graduate real soon.
3 years of studies are not easy and lots of troubles and challenges I had overcome and be a stronger person.
I feel so blanked and don't know where to go and what to do as I always have a choice before.
I am panicked and never face this situation. I don't know what to do and feel likes hiding myself in my own space. Where is my old days courage? I keep asking myself. At this point, I suddenly don't know what I want,what is my target? no plan. Recently, I have think of it every nights very seriously about what to do in my future. I don't want to compare to others who get the job faster than me or get higher salary. I just want to do something I like so it won't be as like my job and I would enjoy it. I guess I need some exploration before I get to a serious job even is a small gateway will do.


And I feel like started to miss my friends already.I really feel it when seeing them go back to their home town. This time would be different compared to last time because they came from other states and I do not know when will come to the day we all will meet again. There is a sorrow in my heart that I could not tell anyone. It can't help.

Although here I came to the T-junction of life, But I know I will stay positive as always.
And cheer up and all the best peeps :)

Monday, April 21, 2014

Check out Your Birth Number

Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing.

To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.

Example:
March 20, 1950
3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973
1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20
2 + 0 = 2

Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR
#2 THE PEACEMAKER
#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
#4 THE CONSERVATIVE
#5 THE NONCONFORMIST
#6 THE ROMANTIC
#7 THE INTELLECTUAL
#8 THE BIG SHOT
#9 THE PERFORMER

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# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR

1 's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things! their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses! , as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lesson to learn: Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded.

Famous 1's: Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett, Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch.

#2 - THE PEACEMAKER

2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

Famous 2's: President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopee Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view.

Famous 3's: Alan Alder, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith, Karen Roundbutt, Salv! ador Dali, Jodi Foster

# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE

4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Famous 4's: Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey

# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST

5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land t! hem in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions.

Famous 5's: Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter, Vincent VanGogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hail.

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC

6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help.They are very loyal and make great teachers! They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

Famous 6's: Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Merlyn Steep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn

#7 - THE INTELLECTUAL

7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what's not in the world at large.

Famous 7's: William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT

8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to exude their decisions on their own
needs rather than on what others want.

Famous 8's: Edgar Cayce, Barbara Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostrodamus

#9 - THE PERFORMER
9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation.

Famous 9's: Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley

Remember after doing this don't forget to share it with your friends for them to know a bit of themselves 

Reblogged from: http://sharepirate.com/


P/s: I am num 7, no wonder William Shakespeare inspire me so much.

Thursday, April 03, 2014

lets put your logic to the test

Lets put your logic to the test 
Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theater became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, well you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.
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Monday, October 28, 2013

东永裴和权志龙的故事

有点长 耐心地看完吧 属于东永裴和权志龙的故事 # ♥

这是个已经进行了10年并将会向永远的未来延续的故事, 
只属于东永裴和权志龙的故事。 

两人13岁这一年,在jinusean哥哥们的宿舍相遇了。
躺在床上看漫画的小永裴面对着当时还很内向的小志龙。
- 你是谁?
- 我叫志龙,是新进公司的。
- 进来看看吧。
然后,小永裴就带着小志龙去了附近的炒年糕店,还很豪爽的说着:我来请客吧。
但是因为害怕打架王的小永裴,小志龙却战战兢兢的,一点都没敢吃的。
不管怎样,这就是故事的开始,平淡又有点特别。


然后便是漫长的练习生生涯,不知道哪天会出道,甚至到底能不能出道,无止境的等待中,两个人相互竞争、相互扶持着前进。


终于等到了bigbang的选拨,永裴和志龙与其他四个候选一起,也许六个人都能选上,也许都将被淘汰,这是场没有人数限制的竞赛,站在同一起跑线上的六人有的只是实力的较量。自有梦想的那天开始,他们就不甘等待。在yg已经一起度过6年的志龙和永裴,一起度过童年的他们,在se7en的演唱会上面表现不理想,被杨社长说到:是不是练习太久,想回家了的他们,一起走过了压力大到百分百乐观的权志龙都做着被淘汰恶梦的选拨,终于bigbang诞生了。

而那一年,他们19岁。


电台里说着“说实话,你比我受的苦更多,谢谢你一直好好照顾着弟弟们,没有你的话,我什么都不是。比起朋友,我们更像兄弟。”一边说一边忍不住流泪的的权志龙。

电台里说着“现在只要看着眼神就知道对方想表达什么,这段时间我真的从他身上学到很多,感到力不从心的时候,或者感到疲惫的时候,志龙一直陪在我身边,我能走到今天的位置,全都是因为有志龙在。对我来说他是超越朋友,甚至超越兄弟的那种存在。”一边说一边安慰着权志龙的东永裴。


虽然出道的时候就被冠以“可怕的新人”的称号,但是第一次的人气歌谣一位却是在出道一年后凭借着《谎言》获得的。

07年,经历太多的bigbang终于在MKMF中因为《谎言》拿到了年度最佳歌曲奖,一直忍着眼泪的志龙,在其他成员讲话的时候躲在镜头外抱着永裴的志龙,一句话都没说直接假装镇定、不断鞠躬走下台的志龙,到底他那时候在想什么,也许只有他自己和被他依靠着的永裴知道。

~source from facebook

Thursday, August 29, 2013

我真的不想再败给义气

这次,我真的不想再败给义气。
每次,我都会义气当先,不管三七二十一,义气·远远胜过其他东西。
可是义气的背后,往往是被利用,欺骗。
最忍受不了欺骗。

如果给了你机会坦白,就请直说,
因为他已做好了心理准备,做了最坏的打算,只求你不要骗他。
而你却害怕坦白以后,他对你的信任由满分化为零。
这就是人的矛盾。
我们都懂,做到的岂寥寥无几?

我们想要面对,知道,了解 你所隐瞒的实情,
但要踏出这一步是很艰辛的
害怕被标上 背叛 二字。
需要顾及你的自尊
人最贵的莫过于自尊
这一步该怎么走 进后两难

人与人之间,真的需要互相鼓舞对方。
对方失落了,你就安慰他,某天你失落了,他也会安慰你。
就像是一个循环一样,一直转,一直转,
直到我们老了,朋友离开我们了。
这个世上还是一样的转
不会为你而停

理智永远只会挂在嘴上
不会附在脑袋实际行动
人常常被冲动冲昏了头
只用四肢行动 不用脑袋

人在每一个分叉路
都得做决定
每个决定带你走不同的途径
不同的途径 让你观赏不一样的风景
什么样的勇气让你观赏了什么样的风景呢?
决定 最终还是回归于勇气

Saturday, November 24, 2012

GD 权志龙的四首歌曲的歌词连起来就如同一篇残酷虐心的爱情小说

''据韩网报道,GD权志龙"那XX","She's gone","噩梦“,"Love song"四首歌曲的歌词按

这个顺序


连起来就如同一篇残酷虐心的爱情小说。''

 男孩單戀的女孩一心一意愛著花心的男友,

男孩為她感到可惜的同時,


也因為女孩看不見自己的心意而感到受傷。

男孩怎麼樣也無法得到她的那份愛,


所以,


男孩關住她、藏匿她、讓她靠近他。


但是,她極力躲避著他灼熱的情、炙熱的愛,


那麼,他只有扼殺了這份沒有結果的愛情...


──有奇怪的傳聞,有個男孩為了找尋誰走遍整個村落。


──有奇怪的傳聞,有個女孩隨著昨晚的尖叫聲消失了。




就算只有一次也好,如果能擁抱妳的話


只有一下下也好,如果妳能成為我的戀人的話...


因為太喜歡妳,欲望不斷滋長

因為太喜歡妳,所以只想獨佔妳。


和妳認識好多年,不過在妳面前我卻仍然只是朋友,我甚至無法靠近妳。


越見妳就讓我頭腦更複雜,心臟更混亂


我也不知道我自己在做甚麼。


昨晚只是像噩夢的夢境罷了...


把妳的餐桌布置得很美麗,但妳看起來心情卻不太好,一句話都不說。不過沒關係的,只要

能和你在一起我就感到很幸福。


那麼安靜的睡著了,該怎麼辦才好?親愛的,睜開眼睛啊..


笑啊,拜託你,笑啊,笑著更漂亮..


哭了?我為什麼哭了?


擦掉眼淚,一點表情都沒有,你靜靜地變得僵硬


我雙膝跪倒在地向你認錯,


無盡的期待,這會不會都只是玩笑?


如果有誰能來把我叫醒的話..


如果這全是為了要減去我的執著和慾望的話...


如果知道要這樣像罪人似的活下去的話..


有個女人遠遠離開了,雖然男人唱著歌,讓人流下淚的,就是所謂的離別。

無法觸摸到妳,請抓住正在墜落的我...


討厭這首情歌,不會再唱了,為了不再想起妳,讓我能夠忘記妳


我好害怕,這個世界毫無意義,帶我到有月亮有星星還有你的那個地方去吧..


我們曾經是那麼美好,教我什麼是愛的妳..

和煦的陽光和另個世界冷清地孤獨地舞動著的蘆葦叢

翠綠的小山坡上,像以前一樣,我和她那未完的對話


沒有任何回應,毫無表情的那片天空


妳躲藏在白雲後對吧?妳變成星星了對吧?


閉上雙眼,感受妳的氣息,夢著妳


笑容在我嘴角蔓延開來,現在,我正和妳一起呼吸


時間啊!停下吧,別拆散我和她


風啊!停下吧,一封寄給妳的,最後的信-




我一首一首找,


一段一段改,


讓它能比較通順XD

話說我在改SHE'S GONE還有惡夢的時候整個雞皮疙瘩都起來了,好恐怖@@


---摘自面子书

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Coconut ice-cream at love lock

I was planning to try out the coconut ice-cream at lovelock on thursday but my friend who had another plan for that day,so we cancel our hangout and make it on today. And the bad thing is she was having dental treatment yesterday so she cancel again.

In the end, I find my bff,li ping, who also stay at home on this beautiful Saturday, who was planning to do her assignment! AHA.i get to ask her out! XD
When i was going to depart, here comes the heavy rain in a sudden!
Then we was plan to cancel this because i have no car to use today! haiz.
After called her,both of us really down.
Just after 1 minute I called her,the rain stop! LOL!
so here comes the plan ON!
Buddha is seriously playing around with us. HAHAHAHA.

It is located at love lane area,on the street name Chulia Street.
It's just opposite to the famous wantan mee that we used to call it Gu Gan Tang(hokkien)
The shop operation hours are 11am to 10pm.
The shop is paint with baby blue color.
It looks so sweet and the shop also selling the lock where the couples can buy the lock to lock their relationship.hehehe. 
6 scoops of coconut ice-cream and 5 toppings.

                      The staircase

                                             
            Spot another cafe from the window
Remember to bring your student card to 
enjoy the student price promo with RM2.

The counter 

The view from the second floor.

The love locks 

                                                                     me and li ping

P/S: the coconut ice-cream are very fresh but personally feel the portion are too small. HAHAHA. Here are very famous for the raw egg yolks as the topping,but I'm not dare to try it out yet!