Love this phrase ♫♫♪

"As soon as you make a piano sound, it begins to vanish, vanishing into noise. You can't tell when it becomes noise, when it's gone. That's the area I'm interested in."
- Ryuichi Sakamoto

丢了自己、记得要捡回来。可我捡不回来

有时候，莫名的心情不好，

不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，

心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，

面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，

曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，

想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

有时候，别人突然对你说，

我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

有时候，希望时间为自己停下，

做完己还没来得及做的事情。

有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，

不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，

而是固执地不想睡。

有时候，走过熟悉的街角，

看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，

一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

有时候，很想放纵自己，

希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的发一次疯。

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。

有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。

有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。

可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。

有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，

心里郁闷的发慌。

有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。

有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，

有时候却麻木的像个笨蛋。

有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，

任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。

跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。

对于在乎你的，不想让他们担心，

有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。

其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，

也只是想把最灿烂的一面，

放在每个人对自己印象的首页。

丢了自己，要记得捡回来

这篇文章摘自面子书。

刚巧与我现在的心情相符。

真的好纳闷。何时才可以摆脱依莫。

今天是我的崔帅哥生日，生日快乐。

在大学生活

今天第一次骑摩托去大学。途中看到很多中学及中六生。

感觉很怪异，

九个月前，我也像他们一样，穿着白衣蓝裙，每天一样的路途。 今天的我却穿着便服去大学 。路途也只不过是五分钟，但我坚持要住宿舍，朋友都说我变态，我只不过想尝试不一样的生活而已。

大学生活有它有趣的地方，当也有讨厌的地方。

每天都烦要去哪里吃，解决肚子。

每次当朋友们吃完了，而我还剩一大碗饭，

心里很过意不去，每次都要让他们等，很压力。

但是，我已经用火箭加超人的速度了。

纳闷。。。

本来以为大学有很多热血的活动可以参加，


没想到那只是出现在连戏剧里的情节罢了


老实说，我还不能够适应大学生活。


因为它的反差与我想象的实在太大了


同学之间并没有很友善


而且各扫门前雪的家伙到处都是


我只能说大学，你令我太失望了。

Currently Into Old K-pop Songs

Recently I just feel like to play back those older korea song because it is a kind of nice feeling.
I don't know how to describe it,but it is just amazing.
I am a YG Family's big fans, but then I was more into Epik High songs when I started to hear korean songs.
The song that i never get bored is Epik High's Love Love Love.



Also, it was the song that made me who was a anti-kpop fan turn into a hardcore kpop fan. 
(i thought all of the korean songs are sad love songs)
And i am happy that now epik high is under YG Family too and u can realise that their music colors changed after they being YG Family members.



Another song that i like very much is Why Be Normal by YG Family and that time G-Dragon was 13/14 years old. Can u imagine that this song was more than 10 years but it's not old fashion at all. it's just cool and nice beat.


1 TYM Hot
It is still Hot although it have been more than 10 years. I REALLY hope to see Teddy oppa back in KPOP instead of just being a producer although I love his music that he composes for other artists too.

The best K ever - 1st of august 2011

Today is 1st of august 2011. The 8th months of the year which also means 4 months to say goodbye to 2011.
Anyway,today is the best sing K day ever. I sang for 7 hours nonstop started by 2pm till 9pm nonstop.LOL..
so it end up with having rough sound . like T.O.P?*vain*
Things that i most satisfied is i sang all the song of Bigbang and 2NE1 don't care that its their solo song or what. Actually this is my little dream and i make it. And this is the first time i sing K alone for 3 hours!
Somehow,i feel so great! i know i'm a kpop freak,but i can't help.HAHAHA..

BIGBANG + 2NE1 =YG aka my obssession

New job new life

Today is the first day i go to a multinational company to work.

The feeling of wearing formal to work is kinda fresh to me 

because this is the first time! HAHAHA

After the leader walk me in to my working places,

i only realise that i'm the only one who wear so formal 

while others is just casual.

 except those boss and manager la! XD

i have my own cubicle,pc,stuff and table. 

It's feel so adult! lol.

it's look like those kind of dramas and movies.

between my colleagues are quite friendly and funny.

i hope that i can stay comfortable with them.hehe.

Between i'm quite lucky because the company is having 关公宴 today.

关公宴 is something like closing day for work after one year,

they have this 关公宴 every year.

We have our lunch at a chinese restaurant name 旺朝 near pekaka there.

The food quite nice.

After lunch we back to work again,my senior give me on job training.

I think i still can cope with it la. HAHAHAHA

My first day of working end at 6pm! 

p/s:sorry,no photo for food.