I seldom update on my blog since uni life and so fast it comes to an end.
It's been one week plus after my prom night. Since then we are done with our undergraduate life except those have exams like me. Seriously, I don't have any plans right after my exam which falls on 9 june, my plan just right until there.
After few days later of prom, I get to know that some of my course mates get job offered. I was really wow! They are so fast and i'm still doing nothing here but watching dramas. But i really hope the very best for them.
Back to the old days, we always have an option-to continue studies when we are getting shaking in our dream or don't know what to choose.
And always have a target , like after standard 6, i am hoping to get into pcghs, and i success to get it.
After studied form 5, I was refused to study form 6 and choosing to study in college. But that time i was hesitated because I want to learn so many things like culinary arts, design, tourism, engineering, communication and so on. And also I scare i am regretting of enrol in a business school.
End up I studied form 6 as I want to have more times to think what i really want. Back then, I was neglecting my studies purposely during form 6 because i really hate to study form 6. But guess what, form 6 turn out to become the best life i had during high school times. You will never know what is the best thing, maybe it is the thing you hate the most, but when you worked on it, it might turn well! Life is full of surprises.
And I have make up my mind to study communication and I know that is my choice and I would not regret.
And thanks god I make it to the one of the best university and also get my first choice.
Now three years passed, I am going to graduate real soon.
3 years of studies are not easy and lots of troubles and challenges I had overcome and be a stronger person.
I feel so blanked and don't know where to go and what to do as I always have a choice before.
I am panicked and never face this situation. I don't know what to do and feel likes hiding myself in my own space. Where is my old days courage? I keep asking myself. At this point, I suddenly don't know what I want,what is my target? no plan. Recently, I have think of it every nights very seriously about what to do in my future. I don't want to compare to others who get the job faster than me or get higher salary. I just want to do something I like so it won't be as like my job and I would enjoy it. I guess I need some exploration before I get to a serious job even is a small gateway will do.
And I feel like started to miss my friends already.I really feel it when seeing them go back to their home town. This time would be different compared to last time because they came from other states and I do not know when will come to the day we all will meet again. There is a sorrow in my heart that I could not tell anyone. It can't help.
Although here I came to the T-junction of life, But I know I will stay positive as always.
And cheer up and all the best peeps :)
